So much has happened
I moved out of my dad's house and in with Curt. I couldn't take the abuse anymore. It was verbal and escalated into psyhical. He grabbed my wrists so hard that they still hurt. It has been 3 days. 3 wonderful days since I have left. I'm much happier. Even Curt says he's never seen me this happy and we've been together almost 13 months! Tomorrow we are going to see his nephew and sister then go to his parents house. Then on Wednesday we are going back to Dad's for Billy and the rest of my stuff. I really don't want to go into any more detail about what had happened. I've re-lived it enough times. The day I left, I applied for a job. The manager said she will call me next week. So I'm sure I got it. I will be working graveyard and I'm actually really excited about it. I love living here. I dont have to worry about trying to be perfect because I'm perfect the way I am. I think of this as a new start in life. Starting over and being n conrol of my own life. He had no right to grab me the way he did. I mean I'm 19 now and thats assult. I decided not to press charges as it would be a waste of my time and nothing good would come out of it. I just wanted to get away from all of that.
He used to make me suicidal. I would literally think to myself "I shouldn't have ever been born" I know for sure I will never treat my kids the way he treated me. He needs mental help and help with his anger. I just thought I'd update everyone with what has been going on. Have a good day and night =)
~Alexy~
He used to make me suicidal. I would literally think to myself "I shouldn't have ever been born" I know for sure I will never treat my kids the way he treated me. He needs mental help and help with his anger. I just thought I'd update everyone with what has been going on. Have a good day and night =)
~Alexy~
